Jane Austen/Semper Fi
Can feel my hand trying to move of its own will,
Like a truck with the parking break left off-
I want to know the feel of your fingers against my hand, is that overkill?
I’m sure any “us” that there is, is one I’ve imagined- You’re not exactly soft.
The heart is a muscle, not a bone-
So technically, it can’t break.
At least, that’s what I tell myself when you stop answering the phone.
I tell myself I’ll move on, but I know it’s a promise I’ll never make.
I wonder if this is how Jane Austen felt, watching the love of her life leave?
We’re in front of my house, and you hug me goodbye.
I try, I swear I do, to push memories of you out of the sieve that’s my mind.
You’re gone, and I look down at the door mat, mocking me with “Semper Fi”
Please, just go and let me take a long rest
Go back and find myself, I’m sure it’s for the best.
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